My Life is Basically

over. I contacted Patricia and she didn't respond, probably doesn't feel anything for me anymore. She started a production company and is working on a soap opera-I wish her luck...hmmm, maybe I could audition for a part-I can't act, but maybe I'll see her again! I could move to her hood! See her everyday!

Gone!!!

Selita left me-she gave me divorce papers and said she's moving to Simborough to be housekeeper for some celebrity! She doesn't even like to clean house! What to do now? Part of me wants to leave Astute and find Selita and bring her home-another part wants to find Patricia and bring her home-another part just wants to...party?

LEAVINGS!!!

I'm outta here!!! I gave Astaire papers for a divorce and I'm packing my bags and leaving! I got a job in Simborough as Josie Harlow's housekeeper...I don't like cooking and cleaning, but I like to get paid adn drive her fancey car! Woohoo!!!

I Could Get Used to This

This music career thing isn't that bad. I could get used to it, walking about in stylish clothes, playing at the hippest clubs.

There's a music festival coming up that I'm auditioning for. I hope I get it. I can really take off on my career, maybe produce a CD evenutally.

I Quit!

I am tired of this marriage, tired of my job. I decided to quit it all! I told Astaire I wanted to leave him, he could care less. I don't know if we're getting a divorce, but we'll see. I'm thinking about moving into a room at the boarding house and moving on. He can keep Astute, I just want to see him occasionally. I told Tatiana I was quitting, she wished me luck and no hard feelings. So now I'm out in the world, here I come!

New Fella

Maybe we can play together, new fella! I met this cool guy- Silas, tottally rads! He's married, but cute. We talked all night about rock bands and music and we're going to try and get together to jam sometime. That would be nice...I wonder if he has equiptment?

Gig and Leaving?

Salvador left the hood and I have launched my solo career! I still work for Tatiana at her resturaunt, Tati's, but I want to persue music career fulltime now.

I might leave Astaire. I'm tired of fighting for the marriage and he's still in love with his ex-girlfriend. He's not helping at all, mourning her moving away and all. I even gave him a baby! Jepps!

Hard Times

Times are getting a little hard, I've even start salvaging items from the trash to sell. The hood isn't set up for me, I wish I could move and settle elsewhere...but where? Where would I go?

Patricia is gone, her husband took the family to Harper's Cove. Sent me a nasty message "ha! leave me wife alone!" Grrr...Patricia and I have true love, does he think that he can stop that?

Selita is upset. I think she knows of my feelings for Patricia, but I don't care. Only my son makes me happy now.

Astaire and I went to his grandparents' memorial service. I helped serve cake and desserts. Astaire looked like a waitor in his suit, we need to find something else for him. The service was nice, the pastor was there and said a few words over thier urns and we paid our respects.

Astute

Finally! HAHA! It's over! We had a baby boy and his name is Astute. Eh *shrug* it works for me. I had a baby shower before his birth-my MIL (Cassandra) came, along with the pastor's wife (Nicole), and two of my friends-Gretta and Jadhira. They were nice, they brought presents for the nursery (an high chair, teddy bear, painting and rug), we ate cupcakes and sat on the floor in a circle and talked babies-(Cassandra has 5 kids, Gretta has 2, Nicole just adopted 1 and Jadhira has 0). Well, little Astute came at 10:38pm, I fed him and then collasped in the bed...again. I refuse to stay home with the little bugger, that's Astaire's job. I wanna rock out!

Little Baby Boy

We had a baby boy-named Astute. Cute kid. Clark and his wife still haven't had thier baby yet-at least they know it's only one kiddo, I was wondering at one point how many Selita had in her tummy. I wonder how Patricia is doing...

Big

So big-always hungry-cranky and uncomfortable. When will this child get here! AGHHHHH!!! I wish there was a magic lamp to rub and babies just appeared. I heard that it used not not be like this. That babies would appear from a cloud of flowers in a cute bassinet. Oh, what joy that would have been.

Trying

I'm trying to stay focused on Selita, but it's hard. I miss Patricia very much. She is supposed to return this June. I wonder if she thinks of me? I think of her often, every simday. I try to kiss Selita and I see Patricia. I look at Selita's tummy and imagine my child-our child growing there, but I want it to be Patricia. If only we could run away from all this.

Expansion

I'm showing now, actually I popped out even more this evening, but this photo was before then. Astaire and I visited the hood's welcome center and we both brought new suitcases. I don't know why, it's not like we're going on a trip anytime soon...are we? I've been having a strange dream about moving? Are we going to move? Where? I hope we have twins-a boy and a girl, that way I won't have to get pregnant again. This sux! I can't play any gigs and I'm stuck inside at home all day :(

Family Enlarging

Selita is preggie. She's not showing yet, but the test was positive. Preggy. I am going to be a father. I called Clark to tell him the good news and he tells me that Elda is preggy too! Ha! Guess us twins are having babies at the same time! I wonder if we will have twins! Mother is excited, she is going to be a grandmother. I wish grandmother and grandfather could have seen thier little great-grand kiddies. The funeral will be simFriday. We will have to take the day off to attend the funeral. Mother said it will be small according to thier wishes and then a public viewing will be later at the gravesite.

Gone

My cousin and his wife have left to go to Palatial Heights. They will be back at the end of May. I hate that! We have a gig for simWednesday and he bailed! That's ok, I'll do the gig alone and get all the tips! Ha! That'll show him!

I want to have a baby. I don't like babies, but Astaire has been...distracted...maybe a kiddo will keep him invested in our marriage. Yea, a baby.

Her Eyes...

Her eyes haunt me.

I still desire her.

We shared illicit kisses and forbidden touches.

Can't be good.

Why does it feel so good?

We're Aqui!

YeaHaw!

Astaire and I are married and we live in a duplex with my cousin, Salvador and his wife (also Astaire's ex >[ grrrr) next door. Salvador and I are in a band, The Blobs. We're gonna make some music videos for the local television stations, and maybe, just maybe they will send our videos to the rest of the world to watch! Wait until you see them. The concept is AMAZING! YA!
Maybe more residents will buy our albums, we need the simoleans, do we ever need the simoleans! Right now we play weekends at the Foundry, but all we gets are tips. TIPS! So I have to have a job and Astaire is trying to make it big in the professional hockey league, but honestly...he sucks! He's no good, but I loves him! YA! I don't know why his granny won't just give us some money, everyone knows his granny made lots of simoleans for acting, but nooooo, no simoleans for us! Pooh!

BIE!!! Rock on!!!